Friday, March 4, 2011

“I am so old. My whole body hurts. I have suffered much,” her eyes shine with joy as she speaks, “oh, I am suffering. But whatever He wants. Whatever God wants!” And she laughs and she laughs.

We sit in our circle in the dust of a slum and we share our hearts and our prayers. Jja Ja Maria, who looks to be a hundred years old and reaches no higher than my shoulders, is the last to share.

Her life, it has been hard. She is in Jinja because she had to flee from the war in the North that tore apart her life and her family. Her son was shot last week by a soldier on the border of Uganda and Sudan and frail, little Jja Ja had made the 13 hour bus ride in the stifling heat and watched as they had lowered her last living child into the ground. The journey had taken almost a week and when she came back she found her grandchildren sick and even though her whole body ached from travel she still took them to the clinic and continued bending over her work so that she could make enough money to put food on the table. Now she is back and we are happy to embrace her and ask about her journey and ask how we can pray for her.

“What ever He wants," she chuckles.

I look at the joy that is spilling out of her wrinkled face and I repeat the words that she has spoken in my head and that doesn’t make sense. She is hurt and she is suffering and she is laughing about it and sparkling with beauty and radiating Joy.

That doesn’t make sense. Not to me. Not yet.

But she already knows what I am just learning. That even this, it is from Him. Even this, it is Holy ground. This thing that I label suffering, it is really Joy.

“Does disaster come to a city unless the Lord has planned it?” Amos 3:6

I live with these human eyes, and with these human eyes of mine I label. I label one thing as good and one thing as bad. I label moments as blessing or burden. And I forget that all this labeling, it is not my right, not my place, not mine to do. To declare what is a gift in my life and what is a curse is to eat from the tree of knowledge of good and evil, to sit in the garden full of abundance and beauty and choose the forbidden. The knowledge of good and evil, that was never intended for me. Could I, like Jja Ja Maria just quit my labeling and say, "Whatever God wants. Whatever HE wants!"

Because God IS. “I AM.” He tells Moses and still today He IS. And if every good and perfect gift is from above, and a Good and Beautiful God can create only good and beauty then these moments that I choose to label as loss and suffering, they are really good and beautiful, perfect gifts?

“See now that I, I am He, and there is no god besides Me; it is I who put to death and I who give life. I have wounded and it is I who heal.” Deuteronomy 32:29

Suffering, pain, loss, shame – all these things I have blamed on a broken world, Satan even. But can’t a broken world and even Satan only give what God allows? Suffering, pain loss and shame are only these things because I label them as such. Because I, a sinner, choose to eat from the tree, choose to turn away from nail-scarred hands and ignore the grace and miss the gift. He is beautiful and everything He creates is beautiful and if I choose to label it suffering I am choosing to miss the beauty that is freely offered me.

On Friday I got a call from Jane’s birth mom that she had gotten her leg stuck in the chain of a bicycle. Five hours later I walked into a hospital room where she lay sedated, her heel bleeding and her tendon exposed, but untouched. The nurse saw my appalled, grief twisted face and shook her head. “God is good,” she whispered. “God's grace...She could have lost that foot.”

“God’s grace,” I thought, and I wondered what if she had? What if the tendon had been ripped clean through and she never were to walk again? What of when she was ripped from my life and left with a woman who doesn’t even care to supervise her and so she lays here hurt and bleeding and so far, far away from me?

What if God’s grace is not when He saves us, but that He saved us.

“Surely, just as I have intended, so it has happened and just as I have planned so it will stand.” Isaiah 14:24

Just as He intended. Even this, planned by God.

And if this is what He intended (and it is), then that means that every moment – the moment when my daughter’s tiny fingers were pried from around my neck, the moment in that hospital room, the moments when I hold babies and watch as they breathe their last and their mothers crumple to the floor and the moment when a dear grandmother hears that her son has been shot, and the moments when the laundry piles over my head and the children bicker and hurts from their past make them do the unspeakable and I don’t even know how to parent – every moment is His grace, a gift. Could I look and say, "whatever He wants, this is my gift for today."

God, who is Good and who is Beauty, and who saved us, even me undeserving, He can only give grace.

And I have a choice. I can let those wounded hands pull me close and I can choose to see the grace in this moment or I can again label, choosing to ignore the gift.

I see it deep in Jja Ja’s eyes, she knows. Even this suffering, He did this. He did this, not because He doesn’t know the ache – He does. He did this, a gift to me.

For the good of me. For the good of her. For the good of us, those who love Him and are called according to His purpose. For the good of all this world and the glory that is His.

And I know in that moment, I can choose to label the ripped open heel and the ripped open family or I can choose to count it as a gift, God’s grace. And the beauty is not in the circumstance or the label but the fact that in His graciousness He is here with me anyway, regardless of the circumstance or the way I choose to view it. The grace of being near to Him in trial, as long as I can chose to see it, is certainly the greatest grace of all.

This is what Jja Ja knows and this is what I am learning. God’s grace is not blessing, earthly reassure, our security or even the security of our children. God’s grace is not that all is “well” and right in my eyes. God’s grace is not when He saves us but that He saved us.

Here I am face to face with Jesus in the dirt and all I have to do is choose to see, accept the grace offered freely. His compassion and His mercy, this Grace, it never fails. Each moment each breath, is a gift simply and only because I get to spend it with Him.

Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed for His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. Lamentations 3:22-23

Whatever He wants. And I am thankful.


** Ps. I am reading this FABULOUS book that is healing my heart and helping me to see more clearly. One Thousand Gifts by Ann Voskamp. If you don't have a copy, you should get one, TODAY and prepare for your view of life to be forever altered - for the better.

78 comments:

dorothy said...

Thank you for investing the time to write this Katie - it was the word I needed to hear and my heart echoes. Whatever Lord....whatever you will.

Lauren said...

Katie, thank you for sharing this, for being open. I label things, but now, after reading this, I see how futile my labeling is! Who am I to judge anything? All is good, all is grace! Thank you... Oh and I SO have to get this book, I've heard an uncountable amount of appreciation and admiration for it!

CathyMA said...

I am praying that Jane will be well and bounce back like only a kid can do. Have a wonderful day Katie.

Southern Gal said...

The whole time I was reading this I was thinking "Ann's book". You have stated the truth so beautifully here. God's grace. All is God's grace.

Laine said...

oh boy. How I want to have in my heart that total surrender that Jja Ja has...Katie thank you for writing these words and for reminding me of hard things.
We pray for you everyday....

Dana said...

what a blessing you've been to me this morning. i feel like i've just been to church! my earthly perspective needed and always need a shift. thank you for sharing. blessing to you today and always.

Katie said...

I could tell you had been reading that book...just by your language and all of it. It rubs off, doesn't it?

God bless you, from one Katie learning God to another, an ocean away.

I know you don't often have time or ability to read these comments...so I'm going to trust that you don't mind if I repost this? I'll give full credit and link it...but it goes with what what I'm working to say and share on my own blog. If you DO read this and would rather I don't, let me know and I'll take it down.

Sarah Jones said...

Wow. These blogs and what God is doing in your life never ceases to amaze me. You are such an encouragement and example. Thank you. Praise Him!

Sarah said...

It is a beautiful book, I just finished reading it as well...

God wildly loves us and I thank you for wildly loving Him back...in the laundry, in mothering, in sharing the love of Christ...

blessings,
a sister in Oklahoma

Taylor@WiseFamilyLiving said...

Thank you for your words. I found out about six weeks ago that my baby is deaf. ANd it was so hard, because she was 11 months old and we had no idea. But the Lord will bring good out of everything, if we let Him, if we trust Him. That is what I am learning. He uses what seems bad for good, and the good He brings will be perfect, perfect for where we are and who He is making us to be as HIs children. It is beautiful and the Lord is so good.

Unknown said...

This is so beautiful. I have often wondered the cause of suffering. How great a paradox that we can have the most joy in the midst of the biggest trial, tradgedy, or anything that causes us pain. He is faithful, and I am so glad. He is a mystery.

Thanks for sharing your heart.

Laurel said...

Another BEAUTIFUL post! Thanks for sharing.

Laurel


PS: Just have to share ... we are adding to our family, in a MIRACULOUS way. God has chosen to allow me to have one more baby. I'm 49, and have totally thought that my baby days were over. All of our friends are shocked (and possibly disgusted) by the thought, but we are REJOICING. This was certainly not in our plan ... but we so love to see God's plan unfold for our lives. :)

Anonymous said...

That was absolutely, painfully, poignantly, deeply, convictingly, powerfully BEAUTIFUL!! Thank you for touching my life this morning, for sharing the words on your heart with the world -- a world that needs to hear, to see, to experience life in this way -- grateful, thankful, willing -- "whatever God wants, whatever He wants!" -- so we won't miss the blessing, the gift, the holy God in our presence.

David said...

Wow! What a different and amazing way to look at life. Thanks for sharing what you are learning so that others (like me) can learn from it to.

susanne said...

beautiful post. thank you for writing it, and for helping my heart open up a bit more to the mystery of God's grace.

"God’s grace is not when He saves us but that He saved us."

a beautiful, perfect reminder.

i am reading One Thousand Gifts also, and could see little reflections of it in your post.

this is my first visit here, but it won't be my last.

Betsy Markman said...

"And I forget that all this labeling, it is not my right, not my place, not mine to do."

This whole paragraph is so powerful, and it is an expansion of what the Spirit recently spoke into my heart.

As usual, I was fearfully appraising my circumstances, tracking every detail to its inevitable disastrous conclusion, and casting aside hope based on what I saw before me. And the Spirit spoke in His powerful, cleansing way, "Stop assuming you know what this is." But I had not seen the connection to the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. This casts the whole Genesis account in a new light.

Could it be that Adam and Eve were not merely hoping to have the power to know good and evil, but actually were acting upon the presumption of such power? It certainly seems that way.

May God help us to leave everything in His hands and trust Him as He commands, and as He deserves!

Sandee said...

ah yes, Katie...ah yes...I could see the echo of Ann's words, of God's heart in yours. I am reading/being transfigured through reading/ this book too and God is good. All is grace and how amazing is that? Not that we get just one day, but that he gives us two!

Blessings dear sister.

Lori said...

Katie, God willing I will be with you during a mission trip with VO in July. I, too, am reading One Thousand Gifts, a book I had not heard of until a friend place it in my hands. Praying your heart will be strengthened, encouraged and healed through His grace which is sufficient for each day. Blessings to you in Christ, Lori

Giann said...

wow. amazing....thanks for the reminder and new insight! You are in my prayers!

Whitney and Daniel Bunker said...

I do not know you and you do not know me, but I thank you for this post. It is just what I need to hear in a time of great suffering in my life...I am learning to count it all joy...God bless your obedience to the Lord.
Whitney
http://citywithoutorphans.blogspot.com/p/who-we-are.html

Melanie said...

this is one of the best things I've ever read. Thank you!

Cindy said...

I am going to start calling you "Pastor Katie", because that was one heck of a good sermon. Seriously. I have had a couple of girls ask me some hard questions recently...questions I haven't known how to answer. I am going to pass this along to them. This post beautifully answers one of the most difficult questions we humans ask: why suffering? Thank you for sharing the insights that He is giving you. And that book is going on my to-read list. xoxo

Lauren & Ryan said...

Katie - I read your blog & pray for you & your girls often but have never left a comment. I wanted to let you know that God used this message from you to speak DIRECTLY to my heart this morning. It was exactly what I needed to hear in a difficult time. I hope you won't mind if I quote you on my blog :)

Alicia Beth said...

I'm reading that VERY same book right now ! That's cool :) I love your writing.Thanks for taking time to share with us !

Alicia Beth said...

I'm reading that VERY book right now too !! So cool. I'm actually a part of Bloom Book Club that is discussing it. AND,Ann is leading the discussion.What a gift to not only be able to read the book but hear the author discuss it too !
Katie,your heart and your writing skills inspire me. Thank you for taking the time to share with us.I know you must be very busy so we appreciate you keeping in touch when you can.

punkinmama said...

Tears. So what I needed to read. Still don't know how to fully process it. Will read it again and again and ponder so I don't forget the hard truths written here.

Unknown said...

preach it, sister! in fact, you have been even before you started reading ann's book.

glad to know you're getting a chance to read this, as i've thought of you as i've been reading it.

blessings, sister!

Megan D said...

Katie - As a chaplain, I spend time with the seriously ill and the dying, and I consider it my joy and privilege. When I try and explain my love for this work to people, words often fail me. I feel like your theology - which is at once so personal and scriptural - sums up this kind of work/love perfectly. I'm always in awe of the love and insight you are both giving and receiving. You and your girls are in my prayers. Keep up the amazingness, sister!

Carlymama8 said...

I was so happy to see your new post on your blog today! You see, I came across your blog in a round about way about a week ago and had to read it from beginning to end (although it took me 3 days)! You are an inspiration to me and I love how you share the love of Christ with everything that you do, in caring for others, living and blogging. You have been in my prayers every day since I found you! May we all allow God to show up on our lives daily....God Bless all of your endeavors.

The WEB We Make said...

Inspiring. Your words seem as though God is writing them to me, as selfish as that may be.

The Sweetest Things said...

Thank you for your post. It is so what I needed just now. What a blessing to read this now, at this time in my life. I am losing my sight and really don't know how to handle that. I will get the book and read it. I only pray I have your posts to look forward to all of my life. You are more of an inspiration to me than you will ever know. Praying for you , your family, JaJa and Jane. Many Blessings to you all. Hugs!

Nicole said...

"Isn't it glorious to know that no matter how unjust something may be, even when it seems to have come from satan himself, by the time it reaches us it is God's will for us and will ultimately work to our good?" -Streams in the Desert

I love this quote, and it has sparked many long conversations with God. The only way I can understand grace and His overwhelming goodness despite suffering is to not understand, but rather except that His thoughts are higher than mine.

Thank you for your post.

Sharon said...

Wow! Profoundly said... and perfectly timed!

I had a hard day today. On the way home I kept wanting to say, "It was not a very good day".... but the knowing in my head wouldn't let myself say it. With each thought another overrode it, "This is the day that the LORD has made. I will rejoice and be glad in it." And your words were my thinking, how can I "label" it "not good"... when it's the Lord's that made it?

Also... another scripture followed my thinking right along behind the first verse, "Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed" (Ps 139:16). This day, too, Lord? Yes, dear child, this one too!

Each one serving its purpose. Each doing as He had meant it. Each as He planned. Each one "good"... when our Lord's hand is upon it.

Thanks for your words today, Katie! I so very much needed to hear them.

Chris said...

Katie, I have heard about you from a friend and I am blown away. You have such wisdom, compassion and most of all a heart burning for Jesus. You have that which I long for. I can't wait to read more. I feel like I have felt the Lord speak more in a few of your blog posts than through my prayer time this morning. I pray you will be blessed as you are sharing your life with others, for I know we are certainly blessed. Thank you for reminding me that hard times can be a gift and to find Jesus in it all, for He IS there.
Grace to you.
Arica in TX

"Are These Kids All Yours?" said...

Thank you- Whatever HE WANTS! Please Lord change my heart to see that in your everyday.

Amy {One Day Closer} said...

I thought you might have been reading Ann's book! (grin)

We continue to pray for you!

Bridget S. said...

Katie, what a wonderful post. I have just happened upon your blog more recently and I am deeply moved by your words and your life. As I was reading your post, I thought some of the ideas corresponded with a book that I am currently reading, One Thousand Gifts...how surprised I was at the end to find that you are reading it! What a great book. Surely, it will change many lives.
Anyways, thank you for sharing your life with us, it moves many to get out of their comfort zone and help other people in their lives. You truly are a messenger of God, spreading His joy and compassion throughout all you do.

God Bless!
Bridget

Rachelle said...

As always Katie, you touch my heart. You may know of the meetings happening in Ethiopia soon....I am feeling sorry for myself as a waiting adoptive mom. This brings light to what I need to be learning now. Thanks so very much. I wish I was a close friend of yours. You have many but I view you as such a precious gift to my life. Thank you.

Love, Rachelle

Tricia Harnish said...

you are amazing! what you do is wonderful and a miracle. i have been looking for a new mission trip to go on.... i was in south africa for 6 months and loved it. if you ever need any help... contact me: triciaharnish@gmail.com
you are an inspiration.

Lisa said...

Yes! One Thousands Gifts has impacted my life as well, and the whole time I was reading your blog entry I kept thinking how Beautiful thankfulness is!!! Blessings to you!

Emily Wielinga said...

"Whatever God wants. Whatever HE wants" -Thank you for this reminder Katie!!! Thank you!!!
In Christ, Emily W.

ps. -I'm looking into Ann's book already :)

Jenn said...

Absolutely beautiful. Thank you.

Lolli (aka Lisa) said...

Beautiful Katie, Words alone cannot express how this post blessed me at such a needed time...time of difficulty in parenting for me!!! You, my sweet friend, are the next Mother Teresa! You amaze me!!! The night you were in our home, talking of the children in the school needing sponsoring, I was amazed then at the obedience you exemplified to follow Jesus all the way, at the selfless spirit you exude and at your joy on the journey! Love you and praying for you often!
Lisa Syler

Anonymous said...

This is exactly what I needed. Thank you, God, for giving these words to Katie. May God bless you Katie, for listening to Him.

Anonymous said...

Katie,
What God has given you to do is a Glorious thing. Those children need you just as much as you need them. The experiences you have been given are incredible and truly a gift form the Lord. Thank you for touching my spirit today with your words! May God be with you :)

B said...

Katie,

Thank for such a wonderful post and such a great reminder of God's grace.

Reading Ann's book too, such a great and convicting read.

Anonymous said...

really lovely post and site. thanks for sharing this part of your and their stories w us. keep on.

Lolly said...

Thank you, Katie. This post blessed me more than any that have come before it - and that's saying a lot. Your blog is a continued encouragement and inspiration to me to serve my Master - love my Husband - run to my Saviour - no matter what is going on around me or how I feel. I thank God for what He has done and is doing in you and through you. May He continue to hold you up and give you strength when there is no more in your body and mind.

Unknown said...

Katie, thanks for your Godly insight. God is using you mightily. I am so guilty of labeling, but now have a different insight. :Praise Him. His Word through you is stretching to Australia. Love you

Gina in Spain said...

Katie, I have to say that since finding your blog and reading, I am changed. I am not necessarily a religious person, but that doesn´t matter - your strength, your vision, your work..it is an example to all of us of how life under any religion should be lived.

I sent in my $300 to sponsor a child last week. It is the LEAST I can do, seeing all you are doing.

Please update us on Jane.

Hugs and blessing....

Anonymous said...

God gave this to me from you today on March 7th, my baby Isaac's birthday. He was born without kidneys and lived an hour. This is such a good reminder. There was pain. I am human. But the blessings, the grace, the love of my Savior that I would have missed if I had not given my baby back to the Lord. He gives and takes away, and I will CHOOSE to say Blessed be the name of the Lord! Thank you, Katie!

Tracey

Josh said...

Joseph is another great example of this principle in action, "You meant it for evil, but GOD meant it for good."

Katie, might I add one little qualifier though? "God's grace is not [ONLY] blessing [for THAT IS His Grace too!],[NOT ONLY OUR] earthly treasure, [NOT ONLY] our security or even the security of our children. God's grace is not that all is "well" and right in my eyes. God's grace is not [ONLY--for surely that TOO IS God's marvelous and awesome grace!] WHEN he saved us, but THAT He saved us." It is ALL, ALL His wonderous and matchless grace. You are so right about God's grace NOT being what is "well and right in MY eyes"!!! or how I so mistakenly define it. Thank you for this, sharing what GOD is teaching you. Judi

LoLo said...

Thank you!...

Anonymous said...

wow. that was amazing revelation. Right to the center to my heart. Thank you. Thank you so very much

Pua said...

This is my first time reading your blog, and it is so obvious that you sit at the feet of Jesus, so obvious that you practice being still and Knowing that He is God. I praise God for your faith and your ministry. Keep gazing at His face. I'll be praying for you and this ministry

Mama said...

Sweet Lord.

Thank you, Katie.

jeanne said...

You couldn't know how much I needed to hear that today....I need that eye-gate to look at things through. Thank you....bless you, I love you, you are my sister, not just a sister-in-Christ. I will get that book you suggested and be forever changed as I am when I read the scriptures. It is alive and active. It is active in you.

Megan Kroeger said...

I am not one to leave comments on blogs but I am just blown away. I am a young missionary in South Africa and have found your blog so comforting and encouraging over the past year that I've been reading it. You're perspective on things and the way you struggle through what the Lord is teaching you is beautiful. It is a battle to learn these things on more than just a head level but to really let them sink into our hearts and change the way we do life. I've shared this specific post with many people already and am still reading it over and over myself. There is so much truth in here that I was left speechless for the first few days. Thank you for sharing your heart and what God is teaching you. He has used you to speak the words I needed to hear in these moments. He is overwhelming me with His presence and truth as I struggle through living this out. Thank you for being a part of this journey I'm on through your blog. Keep up all the hard work that you are doing. It is making a difference for your children and for many around the world.

David and Marianne said...

Isaiah 43:1-7

"I am with you!"

Sara said...

I am reading that book as well, and truly, it is lifechanging!

Unknown said...

Hey Katie, I don't know if you will get around to reading this, but I have no idea who you our but somehow came across your blog link on a tumblr page and it caught my eye, as i have been to Uganda and wow to see this blog is incredible! God bless you and your family, looks like He already has :)

Chance Faulkner said...

thanks for the Post. encouraging and great reminder. praying for ya!!!

tisa said...

wow...i desperately needed these words today. i am so guilty of labeling, but i've never connected that to the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. such an amazing insight! i, too, am reading ann's book...but hadn't started my gratitude list until just now...your post just became gift #1 on my list. thank you!!

Sue said...

Katie,
You have blessed me with this post. I read A Holy Experience blog by Ann and I am reading her book. I am 56 and I am trying to wrap my brain around this whole new way of thinking. Reading this post shed a little more light on it for me. I pray Jane heals quickly. I thank God for young women like you and Ann - teaching an older woman like me so much. God bless you and your daughters.

Anonymous said...

This left a real impact on me. Thank you.

Shannan Martin said...

This is sacred truth.

Unknown said...

Katie, I too have read Ann's Book. She is doing a tour with my dear friends Nicole Witt and Christa Wells. You are an inspiration and encourager of the truth of God the almighty. I am one of your prayer warriors.

Kim Tetzlaff

Unknown said...

Katie,

I always am inspired to read your Blogg. Thank you for sharing. I too have read Ann's book One Thousand Gifts. You are a blessing. Would I do What ever??? Lord??

Kim Tetzlaff

Elysa said...

I really needed this today. I've been sick this week and have struggled with more sickness than I usually have in a whole year in the last 3 months. I've found myself really feeling sorry for myself and even struggling with depression as a result. This post was very convicting. I'm sharing it on my blog and will be thinking on it and praying about it today.

Thank you and praying for you,
Elysa Mac

Elysa said...

I really needed this today as I've been sick a good bit lately and really struggling emotionally. I'm thinking on this , praying about it, and sharing it on my blog.

Praying for you,
Elysa Mac in Mississippi

RJ said...

I'm looking forward to reading this book - it is sitting in my home. I was thinking about this book as I read your post then saw your note at the end. My family is no stranger to this grief and joy -I pray His presence will be real in your life.

Anonymous said...

Oh thank you, THANK YOU, for writing this. God surely has used you to minister to me. May God richly bless you (I believe He already is...) :)

Unknown said...

Thank you... God is using you in my heart.

Katherine Hodges said...

Where can I find the verse you mention in Deuteronomy 32:29? It's not there.

Katherine Hodges said...

Where can I find the verse you mention in Deuteronomy 32:29? It's not there.

Joyful Le said...

Agree and Amen! LORD, help us - because we see with faulty, sinful, human, selfish, spoiled, evil, rotten eyes. We long for your sight, LORD. We trust You, help us to trust You even more. We love you, help us to love you even more. Give us faith that looks beyond the moment and towards Your good and perfect plan.

Marie-Eve said...

Hi Katie,
I just discovered your Blog. I heard about it this morning from CHRI radio.
I am captivated by the stories you share and your obedience to our faithful God.
You are learning something marvelous!
I am just at the beginning. The questions and the fears you share are very similar to mine!
The more I read your blog, the more answers you are providing for my heart through your experiences.
I feel God calling me for something bigger in my Life.
I must admit, I have a lot of fears and so many questions!!
A life of service with orphan children. Where, when ?
I don't know. Thank you for your obedience and for sharing your life and faith with us. Thank you for reminding me that HE IS faithful even when we (us humans) don't see it or understand it!
May God's perfect Love surround your heart like a warm comfy cozy blanket everyday and may His perfect Love flow from your heart to others arround you.
Praying for you and your loved ones.
In Him,
Marie-Eve

Eloise said...

I've read your book, and these words touched my heart and changed my view on suffering forever. Praying that God will continue to fill you with His beauty and His grace every day! How amazing that His mercies are new every single morning. You're an inspiration, Katie... thank you for being a willing vessel for Christ to fill and share His love through!